4.20.2009
And Away We Go
4.16.2009
4.13.2009
The Measure of a Good Day
4.12.2009
Happy Easter
4.11.2009
4.10.2009
Day Tripping
To stand in the nave of Canterbury Cathedral on this day, this day, was especially poignant. To be amidst other Christian pilgrims that have been praying in this place for over 1,400 years was a moment that was profound and unforgettable.
As I reflect on the events of this day, I cannot rid my mind and heart of those that watched the suffering and horrific torture of Jesus. Surely they felt abandoned and frightened. Surely they were confused and fearful. It is truly amazing to consider how the cross can serve as a symbol of torture and death yet also as an image of life and hope to millions. I think this is because the story thankfully does not end on Friday. Yes, these events only lead up to one moment, one moment that is more powerful and dramatic than anything we have seen!
4.09.2009
They are Ski Bunnies, Too
Seems all the ski paraphernalia was greatly discounted being the end of the season and all. So, we did what any parent would do in the midst of a recession . . . we outfitted the entire family for a ski trip that has yet to be planned!
In all honesty, we could not pass up the deals we found and bought gear big so that the boys could wear all of this for years and years.
4.07.2009
My Little Easter Bunnies
Truth be told, I was a bit tentative about taking the 2 little ones out on my own in an open area with a crowd no less, where I would be forced to let them out of their buggy in which I prefer to keep safely buckled and close to me. But this is no way to enjoy an Easter party, right? As I parked the buggy and let them out of their locks, I mean belts, this is what I saw:
And it was that exact moment that my heart just melted over these 2 precious little boys!
4.05.2009
Bring the Rain
My heart is heavy right now. Very, very heavy. With each recent phone call or email that I have received, be it from a friend or from our family, the challenges and burdens and difficult seasons as I like to call them, that others are going through are seemingly overwhelming and they are weighing quite heavily on my mind and in my heart.
We have dear friends dealing with some pretty scary seizure-like episodes with their infant daughter. My sister has been put on bed rest as she is trying to keep her blood pressure down at a safe level to continue her pregnancy. My father has been ill and unable to shake a nasty bug for months now, and we have another friend that is coming upon the anniversary of the death of her brother. The list does not end here unfortunately.
These are tough seasons to walk through. I cannot imagine having to give my child CPR during a seizure. And the fear of something happening to an unborn baby is something I have experienced and those feelings and emotions are indescribable. And I dare not even think about losing someone I love. Yes, these seasons are dark and my heart is physically aching for those I love that are walking down these paths.
But I do know this to be true, it takes a dark, difficult season to see the light.
I sadly know this first hand and the memory of that arduous season in my life is still real and painful at times . But I did make it through that interminable season. I did. And that is the only reason that I can wholeheartedly say that it takes a journey such as that to truly see and believe the absolute sovereignty of our Lord.
That's not to say I don't wish there were another way around it because I do. Oh, how I do! But I just don't think life works that way. I think you have to feel the pain to know the joy. I think you have to experience the disappointment to know the gratification. I think you have to walk through the rain to see the rainbow. I think you have to fall to be carried.
With these burdens on my heart, I keep turning to this song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m17af0XmPFo
Yes, Lord, bring me anything that brings You Glory, even bring the rain!
